THOUGHTS, MUSES AND RANTS OF JAH

"The deepest pain I ever felt was denying my own feelings to make everyone else comfortable." ~Nicole Lyons When I was growing up back in the ‘40s and ‘50s, I was never asked by anyone how I felt about being adopted. Not even as I got older. I just suffered in silence and never let on about what was going on inside of me.  I would overhear people telling my adopted parents how lucky they were that I was an intelligent, good looking, well behaved child, a child to be proud of. No one ever discussed with me how I felt about losing my biological family, my true heritage, my history. That was something they never could relate to, never empathize with, never comprehend, never understand that it might be something that hurt and bothered me.  Friends and relatives would talk about their ancestors, who they were, what they accomplished, with pride and shoes to follow in because they shared their blood. I could only remain silent and wonder whose blood I shared. My adoptive  mothe...

“ What a drag it is getting old ‘Kids are different today,’ I hear every mother say Mother needs something today to calm her down And though she's not really ill, there's a little yellow pill She goes running for the shelter of her mother's little helper And it helps her on her way, gets her through her busy day” That is one side of the coin. The other side saves lives and yes  ♥️♥️♥️ ♥ Sertraline - Zoloft Venlafaxine - Effexor Citalopram - puzzle Mirtazapine - Remeron Fluoxetine - Prozac Duloxetine - Cymbalta Seroquel - Quetiapine Lamictal - Lamotrigine Lexapro - Escitalopram Wellbutrin - Bupropion Lorazepam-Ativan Klonopin - Clonazepam You may know what these pills are or know a loved one who takes them but just in case you don’t I’ll educate you. This drug allows people to deal with normal everyday life. Even though most days it leaves them tired, spaced out, emotionless or even super emotional. Crazy, isn't it? Why would anyone want to feel this way? Well this is wh...

  Why should anyone follow what a judge or court says today, especially SCOTUS? Where is it written that we must follow the corrupt? History tells us that when all else fails, Revolution.   “You say you want a revolution … You tell me that it's evolution … But when you talk about destruction Don't you know that you can count me out” https://youtu.be/BGLGzRXY5Bw The Declaration of Independence "We hold these truths to be self-evident that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life,  Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness."  Interpretation: We, the founding fathers of America, based on self-evident truth which our own human reason dictates, and not because of any doctrines from religious text such as the Bible, declare liberty of conscience for the American people, liberty for you to worship any kind of deity you like, whether it's called Baalzebub. Astaroth, Chemosh, Dagon, the Queen of...